tmrw is another day

August 18th

2004-08-17T21:22:00.000-07:00

heyy..
its the day after shaheens birthday
nth much going on, im just sitting at home cos i dont have a peper today..listening to music and all..boring, will be going out later

its been a hell of a month..ive learnt alot from it..ive learnt alot about my friends, the good and the bad..sigh
anyway,i better get going now..

good luck for your exams guys!

nava..i would have replied to your letter..but since it doesnt make a difference in your life at all..i thought, why bother..whats the point when you dont seem to care?anyway..tough luck in the debate, better luck for next year!

july 27th

2004-07-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

fuk it..

nobody will be able to understand this..

5 july

2004-07-05T06:36:00.000-07:00

i havent blogged in a really long while..i cant POSSIBLY recount everyth that has happened since then can i..anyway, since my bday is coming, id usually put up a wish list, but since im so seriously in debt, i wld like cash:D..right

Ash - 14
Vig - 30
Loga - 10
Sem - ##
Loy - 14
Nawa - 70
yeah, thats bout it..i think..ah well..so im gonna recount this weekend..

so saturday..had Olevel listening comp in the morning abt 11am..all though before that, i had a really good time with someone..THANKYEW..anyway..so the paper was ok la, i find the story abt the donket damn lame..anyway anyway..went home early, studied a bit..after that, had to go and work for my father, he was one of the organizers of the bishan family day thingy..i had to pack goodie bags..there was supposed to be 6000..i think i only managed several hundred...wahha..he better pay me, that would so greatly help to clear my debts..
right..

Sunday -next morning, my dad wakes me up for family day..what a pain..it was SOOOO boring..so i decided to go watch spidey2 with my bro..turns out that my draw ticket actually won a HI5 set during the family day and i wasnt there to claim it..ARGH..so my bad luck continues..anyway came back home...studied..played soccer..studied somore..so..EURO final..EVERYONE KNOWS THAT PORTUGAL ARE GONNA WIN..i mean..its like so FUCKING obvious right?..its like..soooo dUHh!..so anyway..i bet 70 with nawa..wheeeeeee...
right..

Monday -AH WELL..so anyway greece won, and she called in the morning just to laugh..aiyo..went to TP to slack for a while..saw loga, kumaran, mubin, murali , sadish, senthil , banand, punitha , shawn all there..slack for damn short, went back home to play soccer with my cousins..quite ok la..anyway..
BACK TO SCHOOL TMRW..AHAHAHA
:D

Tuesday-school was ok la..julius fought with arthur..gerald fought with arthur..i fought with chem yeo..fought with emaths goh..then GG gave me lecture on how to get on track..:D ahhaz..had tamil Olevel oral after school today..that was so crap!..came back home..she called..smth good..anyway..my mom breaks her phone, so now shes BEGGING me to lend her mine..so i dunt think ill have my phone tmrw..sigh..ah well help her la, so later she wil help me!:D
so mayb ill put up a wishlist soon yeah..-_-

thats abt it la :D..cant wait for this weekend!:D

have a good school week everyone!

15th june

2004-06-15T02:58:00.000-07:00

today was supposed to be the day i was supposed to see her..after 23 days..ah well..anyway

its been quite a ok week..tried not to be home as much as possible..dont know why..not missing school at all..:D..gonna have to study..i mean start..Olevels nearing..nth i can do to ignore the fact..

im so broke..i go out..no money..resort to borrowing..as a result i owe alot of my friends..sums up to more than a hundred..imagine if i told my dad..hahaz

oh ya the new baby brother..he is sooooo adorable!..hahaz..quite helpless tho, obviously..

Euro 2004 has been great, all tho i lost 15 bux on england..felt like fuk after the final whistle..damn you beckham..spain is gonna go all the way this time, i know it!

enjoy holidays ya!
zhao..

6th june

2004-06-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

i have only slept 20 hours in the past 5 days..wow..it started on tuesday..chalet..IT WAS A FUCKING BLAST..whoooo!..yeah..checked out on friday morning..me and ash went to meeet someone at TM..and then i watched shrek oO..yeah ahahaz fell asleep..anyway.next day i went to visit my birth mom..went to watch harrypotter..oO..hahaz..that was better than expected..
came home..had visitors..that loosu mohana..her mom..3 other girls..I WANT A SISTER..eh anyway
then at night i went to watch aiyuthae elluthu and ghilli on the same night...started at 12.30am ended at 6.30am...so wow another sleepless night..heh..trisha is pretty :D..after e movies with my dad, we went marketing -_-"..
got back home knocked out woke up at 1..yeah..still sleepy but its too bright..anyway..I WANNA GET OUT OF THE FUCKING HOUSE SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO AS WELL PLS CALL ME :D:D:D hahaz

enJoy yOur HoliDayS evErYonE!!!

28th may

2004-05-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

heyaaa guyss..

got back my report book..only failed amaths..thats good la..cos i dun haf to see the principal..which i already mentioned in the previous blog entry..

anyway..ive been thinking abt stuff..im gonna change..i dunno if this is gonna be an improvement or what..maybe im just reverting to old ways..or mayb, this is what i shld do for now..i dunt know..ok im crapping

i downloaded LXG, LOTR, pirates of the cab...damn shiok sia!..quality not that good la..but still

need cash...very badly..going to ask dad for a hundred bux..i have to get alot of stuff..including a new stud..-.-

played soccer today at st wilfreds..i was soo slack..i dunt know i just didnt feel like playing la..-shrug-..i hate that bastard gordon goh..he tried to screw me AGAIN for truancy..what a fucker..

tamil olevels on monday..shit

c yaa..

...

2004-05-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

yeah its true..i cant live without my friends..they are the most impt to me..even an utter prick like ben chua..is that a problem parents?what do u want me back home early for anyway, its not as though we are gonna sit down and tok trash abt how the day was and what happened and shit and shit..i guess all the parents are the same arent they guys?

lol..ANYWAY..enough abt the same old boring topic..parents..I DONT HAVE TO GO SEE THE PRINCIPAL IM SOO HAPPY!!!!:D

i downloaded the two towers on the kazaa..its suprisingly good quality :D..i love that movie..

ZHAO

ill add EVERYONE on yur list :D!

here it goes

2004-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

no matter
what happens
what gets in the way
what you say
i lov yu..
and i always will
u have got to realize this
i do get put off smetimes by the things you do
but it doesnt affect the big picture
i wld do anyth to catch a glimpse of you
to hear you laugh
to see your killer smile
until then
i wait....

went to the ics thingy..enjoyed the dancing!:D..hahaz that was good, guess all the rehearsing paid off after all yeah..good job gals!..oh yeah..someone i never expected to actually greeted me..not as arrogant as i thought hahaz :))
crossy country tmrw!..sigh..
must watch aiiyuthhae alluthu!
zhao!

...?

2004-05-22T19:52:00.000-07:00

i have got to watch nip tuck..sounds so sadisticc ya knoww..
lol..anyway..,its sunday, the dae of the sudar..
ive got nth else to say really..
oh yeah man u win the FA cup!..duh..thx to christiano ronaldo!:D
zhao..

wat the hell do i do now

2004-05-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

everyth seems so unreal now..i dunt know how to explain it..i just dont wanna think about it..once i start..id probably go on for hours

thank you loga..for like..ya know..talking and shit..and..preventing me from stoning..ugh

the weekend is coming..what the hell do i do?!..i was looking forward to this weekend for months and now..fuck!..

oh yeah..just when i thought things cudnt get any worse..i failed my amaths..wat the fuck..gawd...

i seriously luv my friends..they rawk!..thank you guys!..=))

peacce!

its near

2004-05-18T03:59:00.000-07:00

smth big is gonna happen..i can feel it..its close..its from home, school, or friends..feeling reallie down..i dunt know why really..

things get worse b4 they get bettr..i know..

ill just have to keep going..

i hate whinin abt my problems..i mean..theres like a billion other ppl with their own problems and i seem to be expecting sympathy..hahaz well im not..

i never seem to be able to get the time to really..have a hrt 2 hrt talk wit someone or..a real good think abt the past few months..

and the god damn Os are coming..if im lucky..
or else i might lose everyth..every.thing.

new blog

2004-05-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

im seriously sick of my drabby old blog at raulfai..so im recreating..
this one, hopefully, gonna be more cheerfull ..
not full of lame shit like quizees and matrix shit or whatever..
-shrug-

been sitting home all day..just lazing arnd and listening to good music..on msn..basically..had a fight wit my dad this morning..he shouted that i was a good for nothing son and that he was sick of me..ah well..
lol too bad la..its true right..hahaz..-.-
sigh

eh ben kill the cyrax and emben shit ok..its fukin lame =)

good luck for all of ur exams guys..
=)

p.s. sas has the crappiest skool building in singapore i swear..jeez